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    The Voice

    • Me: Today should be a good day.
    • The Voice: Today will be like every other day. A total disaster.
    • Me: Wow, I look pretty today.
    • The Voice: Look at you. You're disgusting. Do you see all those imperfections? Why are you so ugly?
    • Me: They're not ignoring me on purpose. I shouldn't take it personally.
    • The Voice: No one wants to see you. No one wants to talk to you. Who wants to hang around a freak?
    • Me: I can do better in school.
    • The Voice: Your grades are terrible. You might as well have straight F's. You should just drop out now. You can't pull up those grades.
    • Me: Maybe someone actually does care about me.
    • The Voice: No one cares about you. They're all pretending to like you. No one will ever love you. You don't deserve love.
    • Me: I will stop destroying my body.
    • The Voice: No, you won't. You're a slave to self-harm. You will be for the rest of your life.
    • Me: I have to start thinking more positive.
    • The Voice: Disgusting. Fat. Ugly. Worthless. Weird. Freak. Depression. Suicide. Blades. Blood. Death. Why are you still here? No one wants you here. They'll be better off without you. No one will care if you're gone.
    • Me: When will I be truly happy? When will this depression end?
    • The Voice: Never. Better get comfortable. As long as I'm here, you'll stay in the darkness. Welcome to Hell, sweetie.
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Overcome by darkness... Will you be my shining star?

For years and years, I've struggled with depression. It has overtaken my life. I have bi-polar disorder. I cut and starve myself. Every day is a struggle. I'll admit, I'm a mess. I have my issues, but who doesn't? Everyone has their problems, but not everyone is brave enough to admit it. I know that this is not the way my life was meant to be. I deserve better than this. 2012 will be the year I fix this broken girl inside of me. This is my journey to recovery.



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